I normally dont post stuff like this because its usually super corny and lame. but this almost made me cry because i KNOW that my dog thinks these things. i love him so much.
10 Things Your Dog Would Tell You..
1. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful: remember that before you get me.
2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.
3. Place your trust in me- it is crucial to my well being.
4. Do not be angry at me for long, and do not lock me up as punishment.
5. You have your work, your entertainment,and your friends. I only have you.
6. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understands your words, I understand your voice when it is speaking to me.
7. Be aware that how ever you treat me, I will never forget.
8. Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily hurt you, but I choose not to bite you because I love you.
9. Before you scold me for being uncooperative,obstinate,or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I might not be getting the right food, or I have been out too long, or my heart is getting to old and weak.
10. Take care of me when I get old; you too will grow old. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say: “I cannot bear to watch” or “Let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are there, even my death.
Today i was cleaning my apartment. I noticed i was cleaning a little more…uh…vigorously, but i hacked it up to being because id been packing all day and the clutter was getting to me. Later in the evening it hit me as to why i hade been acting so weird. My mother in law was coming into town. Now i basically have the greatest mother in law in the world and im positive she wouldnt care if my house was a mess. I guess theres just that weird primal instinct in every woman to show her husbands mother that she can do just as good a job of taking care of her son as she would and i know now that i am not exempt;)
I hate hating myself. I hate that i probably wouldnt feel any different even if i lost 50 pounds. I hate that even though i eat healthy and exercise nothing changes. And i hate that i will always believe that the reassuring words of others are lies to help me feel better. Im not looking for comments about how “truly beautiful” i am and about how i shouldnt compare myself to other people so please dont leave them. I just needed to get that off my chest in a place where no one will lie to me. I know im fat and if you want to convince me otherwise youre just wasting your breath.